She dug
it out of a cliff in Lima. An interesting bauble, looked old. She tossed
it lightly from hand to hand. It was cool to the touch and heavier than
it looked. Expensive? She thought so.
She smiled and put it in her fanny pack, intending to surprise her husband
with it later. It was his favorite color. She momentarily entertained
the thought of turning it over to some authority, knowing full well she
wouldn't. Finders keepers, right? And anyway, it was probably lost by
some other tourist, long gone by now. Odd thing to find stuck in a rock.
Its little eyes were gold.
She forgot
about it until after lunch.
The limo was pulling into the hotel parking lot to take them sightseeing.
‘Look what I found today, honey.’
It lay cradled in her palm. Staring at him. He felt a surge of nausea.
He picked it up gingerly as if it were a scorpion.
‘Where?’ His mouth felt sticky.
‘At the beach, isn't it cute?’ She looked at his face. Sunburned,
a few wrinkles around the eyes. He suddenly seemed aged. Mental note,
buy him some sunscreen.
The driver opened the door and she got in.
He put it in his camera bag. It looked around and began to scream.
‘What's that noise, babe? I think your flash is on.’
He hurriedly unzipped the bag. It looked up, blinking and bared its teeth;
it laughed - that whispery sinister laugh.
He poked it between the eyes with his forefinger and mouthed, ‘Shut
up.’
‘Yea, the flash was on, thanks.’ He glanced at his wife sideways,
she was looking out the window. Thank God. He returned to the camera bag.
‘Shut up!’ He mouthed again.
It gave him a quirky little grin, rolled over and feigned sleep. He zipped
the bag shut.
The tour
was endless. They had compromised on the day. Swim and riding in the morning
then when it gets too hot instead of a siesta, an air-conditioned car
tour. She wanted the views from the hill tops with a quick pit stop at
the gold mart.
He tried
to behave normally and hoped he was pulling it off, expecting the worst
at any moment.
Back at the hotel she asked him if he were alright.
‘I think I just need a run on the beach, `bout an hour?’
But he didn't dress to jog, she noticed.
‘You little
monster!’
It stared at him, eyes glittering. He could feel hatred pulsing through
it. He set it on the sand in front of him and shivered.
‘Leave me alone,’ he pleaded.
It shook its head.
‘Your
husband is certainly good looking,’ said an elderly woman from across
the bar.
‘Yes...he is.’ She smiled, thinking of how many times she
had heard that statement, or a variation thereof. To her he was a Greek
statue. Perfect.
They had been married two years and she still couldn't believe that he
wanted her and only her. She tried to control her jealousy, knowing it
was ugly.
He picked
it up and held it to his wrist. It bit into his flesh and lapped at his
blood.
His wife had asked him about the scar the night they met. He remembered
telling her he had been bit by a dog. And she had laughed and said, ‘I'm
glad it wasn't attempted suicide.’
Some dog, he mused. It smiled and flexed its wings, satisfied for the
moment.
He lay on
his back and focused on the setting sun. Remembering. Ten years ago in
Brazil, again in Venice, it had been paradise. All the memories; all the
women. It had been a nightmare, roller-coaster ride through hell. It had
been heaven.
He held it
inches from his eyes.
‘I've missed you,’ he whispered.
It crawled onto his face and curled into a ball over his left eye, finally
sleeping. And the man dreamed. Dreamed its dreams.
She paced
the hotel room. That prick, that God damn bastard. It was after midnight
and he'd been gone for hours. Fucking secretive son of a bitch! She had
never been able to get used to it. He never told her anything about himself.
At first it had been intriguing, the proverbial tall dark handsome stranger.
They had met in Palm Beach and were married six weeks later in Vegas.
They had done nothing but travel. He was wealthy, but never worked. He
had an impressive stock portfolio and several homes, but he didn't like
to stay in them. His passport was American.
Big deal,
she thought. It had a stamp from every conceivable airport in it. Her
anger faded, as it always did, to a dull anxiety. The man she was married
to was a stranger.
‘Shit,’ she said aloud and headed back down to the bar.
He found
her there sipping a daiquiri.
' Oh, look who makes an appearance. Hello stranger care for a drink?'
She rarely drank to excess and he rather liked her drunk. He sat next
to her and ordered scotch. She lit a cigarette while her last was still
burning in the ashtray. He stubbed it out and looked at his wife. God
she was something. Thick shaggy blond hair like a mane. Long lean body.
Five holes pierced in every ear. Thin gold rings on her manicured fingers.
Thick full lips...
'What are
you staring at, fucker? Tired of chasing the senoritas?'
She hardly ever swore. He set the statue on the bar and sighed.
'Remember this?'
'Yea?'
'It's alive. I've had this for a long time."
'That's a nice little story, dear.' She picked it up and tapped it's head
against the bar.
‘You've been hanging out catching up on old times with your little
friend for six hours?’
He looked at his watch.
‘I fell asleep on the beach. I'm sorry.’
‘I
was worried about you and now I'm pissed off. You said you'd be back in
an hour. I've been sitting here all night. I'm bored out of my skull.’
He looked at the hideous little statue sitting there so docile. How innocent
it looked.
‘I'm sorry,’ he said again. He touched her neck and pulled
her to him, softly kissing her cheek. So warm and smooth. He stood up
and put some money on the bar.
The statue crawled into his pocket. They left.
She woke
first. She felt like she had been hit by a truck; Her head ached, her
whole body was stiff. Vague scenes from the previous evening filtered
back to her. Sitting in the bar - how many drinks?
Coming back
to the room. She looked at her wrists. Ugly purple bruises. She sat up.
Blood on her stomach. Had he slapped her face? Yes. She touched her mouth.
Lip swollen and sore...It must have split when he hit her.
She looked
down at him, naked, sleeping on his stomach. Long evil red scratches down
his back.
What the hell did we do to each other? She thought.
She lay
down and snuggled up to him, kissing the right side of his face. She licked
his ear and kissed his chin; he slowly woke and looked at her. They stared
at each other, remembering.
He kissed her slowly, licking the blood off her mouth. She pulled him
to her and they made love again. Not the savage violent sex of the night
before; slow, intimate, tender. When they came, she felt her throat knot
and tears fill her eyes. He kissed them and kissed her mouth. The salt
stinging her cut. They slept.
He woke again
after dark and heard music coming from the beach. His wife was in the
shower. He looked out the window, de jam vous again. The party in Kingston;
the first time he had killed for it. It flew to his shoulder.
Feed me,’
it whimpered.
He held it to his wrist and closed his eyes. She had been beautiful; a
Jamaican girl, a prostitute, maybe sixteen. He had slit her throat during
intercourse. How many in all? He couldn't remember. But he had never married
any of them, never fallen in love.
She came
out of the bathroom wearing a towel turban style on her head.
‘What is it baby; you look like you saw a ghost.’
She sat on
the bed behind him and massaged his shoulders.
‘I love you so much,’ he said.
‘I love you too.’
‘I don't know if I could stand to lose you.’
She leaned on his back and rested her chin on his shoulder.
‘Hey...last night that was... She started again. I don't know what
happened to us, but you're not losing me. I'll never leave you.’
She put her arms around his waist and softly bit his neck. ‘You're
mine.’
They dressed
and went out to join the party. He felt as if he were floating through
a dream. How did it find him? He had thrown it into the Mediterranean
five years earlier, and slowly over the ensuing months he had forgotten
the killing - the ecstasy of death.
Its pleasure,
not his, he was aware of that. Only rarely now did he wake in the night
stifling a scream or a laugh. Seeing its eyes in his dreams.
‘You're mine, it had said. Mine, Mine. We'll be together forever.’
He thought he had escaped it. He'd never stayed in one place long. And
yet, he supposed he always knew it would find him.
When he met
his wife, he had known she was the one. She could very nearly read his
mind. She was an heiress, a Playgirl. Four ex-husbands and all before
thirty. She had walked into his life and never once pulled back. She was
funny, sexy, strong and smart and he thought life was improving daily.
Until yesterday when he saw that statue in her hand.
They separated
at the bar. It was crowded and by the time he had signed for their drinks,
she had wandered off.
He searched through he crowd for her, panic starting to itch. He finally
saw her dancing. The statue hanging on a leather strap between her breasts.
She saw him
and waved. In the firelight her eyes seemed inhuman. She walked to him
slowly, smiling.
He took her hand and they strolled down the beach, the surf splashing
warm on their bare feet.
They made
love on the sand. Urgent, fevered sex. She was on top of him digging her
fingernails into his shoulders as he rolled her over and put his hands
around her neck. Not wanting to, not wanting to, needing to.
He felt a
searing pain as she slid a thin knife between his ribs, piercing his lung,
his heart. The statue crawled onto his forehead. He whispered something
to his wife, blood gurgling from his mouth but she couldn’t make
out what it was.
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